Wow– it has been a long time since I have written a post for this blog, mostly due to my wonderful, life giving, awe inspiring trip throughout Brazil. This blog will give some accounts of those trips, and an update to everyone on my health and well being 🙂
Right when the semester ended, Katy Blake (it’s a double name, like Hannah Rose) and I flew up to Sao Luis, the capital of our state to head to Lencois Maranheses.
Gente, I think Atins and the dunes and Lencois in general were the most beautiful sites I have ever seen. I could have stayed for weeks. It is kind of a hike to get to (but not tooooo bad), but I cannot describe how worth it it is.
Atins is a small fishing village in the very north of Maranhao, the state I live in. It is on the border of the national park, Lencois Maranheses. This to
wn is all sand– there aren’t cars but people do use little RTVs to get around. It is not only next to the dunes and the lagoons, but it is on the ocean. To one side you have one of the strangest spectacles (crystal clear water in what looks like a desert) and on the other, the ocean. I couldn’t be more content.
In addition to the physical beauty, the people I met in Atins really lit a fire in my heart that continues to warm my life and fuel my experiences. Atins is a hub of kite surfing in Brazil and in the world. To be quite honest, I had never even really heard of kite surfing, but it became something I watched and talked about daily. On the boat ride to the town, we met these two cute silly boys from Argentina– Mati and Gonchi. One of their kites had gotten lost on their flight, and Katy helped them speak to the LATAM folks in Portu
guese, which started a beautiful friendship. Our days in Atins included day trips to the dunes, a friendship with a middle aged couple from Sao Paulo, hanging out at the shacks at the beach, swimming in the water, and watching our friends kite. The second night, while sitting at our pousada trying to avoid mosquitos, we ran into a man who lived in the town, Valerio, who is quite the character with double nipple piercings and the belief that we used to be able to move things with just our minds, but society and our culture has taken all of our power away. Valerio was sitting with a young woman, and she immediately started speaking to us, in perfect English. Andrea had been alone in Atins kiting for 3 weeks, and she was excited to meet some new faces. She perked up, “have you guys seen the plankton?” All of our faces were confused, and she jumped up and said “grab your bikinis we are going now.” So, at 11pm we walked through the town with no light, under some of the most beautiful stars I had ever seen to see phosphorescent plankton. It was like nothing I have ever experienced.
We became fast friends with Andrea, and we formed a little fivesome– KB, Andrea, Mati, Gonchi and me. We spent the days on the beach together, nights at random houses and a new bar made out of a boat on the shore, and then ended up traveling together. The three ladies went to the Delta do Parnaiba, the second largest delta in the world, where we took a private boat for an entire day and saw an incredible ecosystem that could only exist at the meeting of the ocean and the river almost at the equator. The three of us sat in silence a lot of the day, looking at the beautiful red birds as the sunset, and we also shared stories, our core beliefs and talked out different things we were dealing with in our life.
After a night there, we headed to Jericoacoara, where we met back up with our Argentine duo. Turns out Mati is one of the best kite surfers in the world. Turns out he also has the kindest family who we got to spend an entire day with in the dunes while they kited.
The ~ten days I spent with Katy Blake, Andrea, Mati and Gonchi really warmed my heart; I totally fell in love with all of them, and continue to hold that as I meet new people. Sometimes I lose faith that I will be able to make new meaningful connections, but I am continually proven wrong. I am hoping to visit the boys in Argentina in December, and Andrea in Switzerland in the spring. I am still on a high from these friendships, and it was one of the greatest trips of my life. Jeri was beautiful too– a LOT more touristy, but had more restaurants and bars and things to do (like the “sad” DJ on the sand). It was nice to be able to find different kinds of food and have places to go dancing, but it lacked the tranquility of Atins.
After these ten days, Katy and I flew to Salvador to the Fulbright Mid Year Conference. I was REALLY nervous. One reason was that most folks live closer to other Fulbright ETAs and get the chance to grow their relationships and it feels like from social media everyone is best friends and I was nervous there wouldn’t be room for me! That, of course, was silly, because not only am I really close with my co-ETAs, I also adore the folks in my region, especially the women, and I have people I keep in touch with in many regions around Brazil. There were so many friendly faces, and even those I didn’t really know were so open to sharing their experiences and to getting to know me. I ended up really hitting it off with some new people who I still talk to almost daily, and whom I hope to see throughout the semester.
The conference itself was one of the most useful workshop type events I have been to! I was very surprised. I felt really motivated to go back and teach and to engage in my community in new ways! I got to hear from so many people all over the country with extremely different and sometimes very similar work environments. We also talked a lot about life after the grant, which was helpful and I felt like I learned some new skills.
Salvador is a vibrant, beautiful, complicated city, and I am happy I got to spend some time there. After the conference week, Michael, KB and I moved to a hostel in Pelourinho, the old city of Salvador. It is named that because “pele” means skin, and it was where enslaved peoples were brought and beat and sold. From 1501 to 1866, about 4.9 million people were stolen from their homes and brought to Brazil as enslaved peoples, and the main port of entry was Salvador. You can feel this dark history as you walk the streets of Salvador, but you can also feel the resistance and the celebration of African culture that is still so present in Bahia and in Brazil. About 80% of those who live in Salvador are black and of African descent– it is one of the places with the most people from the African diaspora in the world. In Salvador, there is still racism, but blackness is celebrated. Where I live in Brazil, it is uncommon to see large groups of black folks in public, and in Salvador this is the norm. Capoeira, the dance martial art created during slavery as a way to mask fighting tactics, is an art in Salvador and you can hear the berimbau everywhere you go. The food, the colors of the buildings, the people, the way folks speak– everything is vibrant in Salvador. I would recommend everyone watch Anthony Bourdain’s Parts Unknown about Salvador.
Post Salvador, Michael, KB, our friend Marisa, and I rented a car and drove out to Chapada Diamantina. We decided to do a 3 day trek in the Valle do Pati, which covered about 50 km in some of the most beautiful green mountains I have ever seen. It wasn’t easy– it was really tiring and uphill and just a lot of work on the body, but it was very rewarding. Our guide, Kitano, wore a messenger cap and was like 50 but could run up a mountain quickly. He carried our food, and created the BEST picnics– german bread, eggs, pesto, peanut butter, cheese– things I wouldn’t think to bring hiking! At night we stayed at this small house type place which only has solar power, no wifi, no heating (this was an issue for me), and is very simple. The food, though, was the most amazing, and the cats were so cute. The folks there were very welcoming and it was a good place to rest after days of 20km hikes.
After a frantic drive back to Salvador, I flew to Rio where I stayed in Ipanema and waited for Ellie (my amazing cousin-sister), Bart (one of my best best friends) and Maya (a dear friend from college) to come meet me. I settled in to the neighborhood where I used to live (back before my grant started!). Ellie arrived in the morning after almost not making her connection and without one of her bags, but we were so happy to see each other. Maya and Bart arrived a bit later, and we settled in and decided what to do. This weekend in Rio we spent time at the beach in Ipanema, ate at the Churrascaria Palace in Copa, got dinner on the Lagoa, strolled the Hippie Fair, and they had their fair share of caipirinhas on the beach (and I had iced tea). After a lovely weekend, we took off to Bonito and the Pantanal, the wetlands of Brazil (and part of Bolivia and Paraguay). It is the world’s largest tropical wetlands– it is full of wildlife. There are hundreds of species of birds, jaguars, caymans and the beloved capybaras.
Bonito is out there. We took a flight to Campo Grande and then drove 5 hours to get to the town. It definitely has a thriving tourist industry, though, so there are lots of restaurants and bars and shops.
In Bonito, we went down to see this clear blue cavern lake, and then we went snorkeling in one of the world’s clearest rivers. It was so incredible. I did at one point kick the dirt and make it… less clear… for those behind me, and got scolded. It was like I was in a whole other world, and it just felt so serene.
The next day we drove another 6 hours to the southern Pantanal. That is really out there. There was no cell service for many hours of the drive, and we didn’t see any towns for a few hours. It is all farms and lodges that are protected by federal law. Folks out there are real cowboys, or that’s what they call themselves. They speak with a different accent than I am used to (it is more similar to Spanish, since Mato Grosso do Sul is so close to Bolivia).
The day we arrived we were served a really good lunch at the lodge, Pousada Santa Clara, and then we were taken on a horseback riding trip through the grounds with some Dutch folks, an older British couple, and a young Brazilian girl, Aline. I’m a bit afraid of horses, and our guide, Roderigo (pronounced Hoderigo) kept talking about how they were going to fight each other and that my horse was lazy. Segredo, or Secret, and I ended up getting along just fine, and it was really fun. I can’t really describe all that I saw in words, but the yellow trees are something that really stuck out to me.
In addition to the horse back riding, we went on a night boat ride where we saw lots of animals (mostly really pretty birds) and caymans, and got to see an incredible sunset. The days in the Pantanal were packed, but there was still time to chill in the hammocks and read our respective books.
We went on a nature walk through the grounds of another lodge, where we saw lots of monkeys and some animal that I cannot describe. Somewhere between a racoon and a fox?
We also went piranha fishing. Picture Bart and I screaming as a pirana is flapping around in the small wooden boat and a crocodile is 6 inches from me and wants to eat the pirana. And then Roderigo saying that the river otters are the “jaguars of the river” and that they will jump in the boat. The fishing was hilarious and strange as we were all skewering raw beef onto bamboo fishing poles and pulling piranhas out of the river. That night, we ate the piranhas for dinner.
After 3 full days at the lodge, we went back to Campo Grande and flew to Rio. It was a VERY special day– Ellie’s 25th bday! Although we spent a lot of it traveling, it was so fun because at this point the group was so connected and we had lots of fun things to joke about and reflect on.
We went back to Rio, and this time stayed in Santa Teresa, which is closer to the center of the city, up on a hill. It is known for being an artist/bohemian area with beautiful views and great food. It is right on top of Lapa, the party district of Rio, so there is always a street party somewhere.
We went to a spectacular restaurant in Santa Teresa, Aprazivel, to celebrate Ellie’s bday and to consume some of the best food of our trip. After, we went down into Lapa, took a couple laps, found a street party, did FitDance in the club, somehow ended up with paint on our face, and made it home after lots of funk dancing attempts. The rest of our trip was centered around the center of Rio: we went down to the harbor and Praca 15 de Novembro, to the very old and beautiful Confiteria Colombo, bopped around and bought art in Santa Teresa, and ate the classic all you can eat northeastern breakfast at Cafe do Alto
Then it was time to say goodbye to dear Bart and Maya. It was a crazy, adventure filled, heartwarming and satisfying ~ten day trip, and I am so happy we got to experience Brazil together and they got to not only see a bit of my life here, but get to know Ellie better.
Ellie and I went out with Michael that night to Carioca da Gema, a pretty famous samba bar in Lapa, and stood on the steps in the very crowded bar as we watched some great samba and ran into Michael’s co-ETA, who made it all the more fun.
Then we were off to the Costa Verde– the southern coast of the state of Rio de Janiero. We landed in Paraty, an old coastal colonial town with its history based in the gold trade. It is quaint and pleasant, with shops and restaurants, but not overcrowded
by tourists. The weather was starting to get funky, but we got lucky because we escaped the rain in Rio and had some crispy but sunny days down south. We went for an island hopping big boat ride one day, spent time at our pousada with a view overlooking the water, and just kept extending our stay. We then went on boat trip to Saco do Mamangua, a huge tropical fjord that has the looks of a salt water lake in between green jungle covered mountains.
We returned to Rio, spent more time on the beach,
some time with a Fulbright friend Mac and his family, and then went out with him, his brother, and another ETA Karl and his two friends from Michigan. It was definitely a motley crew of siblings and college friends, with me as the sober party leader since I was the one who knew Rio the best. It ended up being a lit night of dancing to lots of Reggaton, Funk and pop at a bar with no cover (!!!) in the heart of Rio.
Then I left Ellie. It was very sad. I cried. I am not 100% sure when we will see each other again, although there is talk of Mexico, January 2019 with the whole family. I hope so. Ellie, I love you so much and I am so grateful to get to share so much of my life with you as a sister and a best friend.
After meeting up with Katy at the Sao Paulo airport, we got on a strangely timed flight to Imperatriz, and got home at 3am. The next day, I went to the doctor to face the inevitable: that I needed to go back to the US to take care of some health issues.
If you have been in contact with me personally, you probably heard me talk about the ovarian cyst I have had since the end of May that has caused me lots of pain and also worry (because if there is torsion it can cause a medical emergency which can compromise your ovary). It totally sucked and I wasn’t supposed to go to the gym or do any crazy things, and it weighed on me a lot. I was worried, but luckily lots of people came to my aid with medical advice and personal advice and after a scan confirmed that surgery was a real need, I booked a flight back to DC, where my health insurance is still active.
It was really weird. Going back was strange– I didn’t want to leave Brazil, so it didn’t feel like a vacation, and I felt guilty that I was leaving my students and my life at the beginning of the semester. It was really cool, though, to be welcomed back into my community and to see lots of friends and even make some new ones. I am especially grateful to Sarah Sohlberg, my bestest friend, who let me stay with her and made me feel so welcome and quelled a lot of my anxiety.
In a strange turn of events, I didn’t have to have surgery. The doctor looked at my scans and started to schedule a surgery in DC, and then thought it would be good to see the placement before she went in. To EVERYONE’S surprise, the cyst had ruptured, and I was all good to go. Some pain, but not too much, and a lot of relief. A huge weight was lifted off my shoulders, and I booked a flight back to Brazil.
In total, I was in the States for 2 weeks, and I was lucky enough to see a majority of my old housemates, Carrie + Charlie, Bart (even though we had just been in Brazil together….), my friends from my time in Mexico as well as other International Health folks, and a bunch of random friends from all over the world that I never would have imagined I would get to see. I didn’t really realize how much I loved my life in DC until I went back.
Coming back was also strange, but after a few days in Sao Paulo with Michael and our friend Pam, I started to get back into my groove.
I have been back for 2 weeks now, and am happy to report that I am healthy and thriving.
Until next time,
Moni